For as long as I can remember I've been depressed...I honestly couldn't say why...the constant up and down if my moods were a source of heartache for me...I would cry uncontrollably one minute the singing a few hours after as if the sun were sitting in my room, then without warning I'd lock myself in my room and not want any human contact...then there were my suicide days..I even tried once, but it didn't work....It doesn't help that I cant keep a steady job as I don't well under stress...Trust me my life has not been a bed of roses...meds...ha!!!! They only enrich the pharmaceutical industry as I still struggle to stay afloat in this cold world...